07/06/2007
Current stage of life...
So who am I ? Well I am a sister, a daugther, exgirlfriend and an employee and last but not least a human !
My journey is full of ups and downs in the life, I am sure everyone has more or less similar journey..but mine has
more downs than ups !!!!!! I know everyone has problem and bigger problems than me but sometimes its not the
problem but fight with your inner emotions and thinking which is hard to get over.
Currently a student and part time worker but since I am majoring in IT but i have extreme workload, I wouldnt say
it is the work load but also my my own procrasination which leads me to extra work load and at last minute. My
dream is to get a job in IT and some special place where I have already lived for 1 year but unfortunately had to
finish my educationbefore I could make it big :).......I guess this is life when you least expect,things go wrong but
I wouldnt label it as wrong but unexpected and out of shock specially when you have so many dreams based on
that. Oh well I am working on it again and by grace of god. I would be living my dream again....
Apart from all this, I have or had a bf which i broke up last night and he lives where I was last year. Amazing guy
but jut typical guy... last night I decided I had enough of him so told him. End of our relationship, he pleaded but
I have made up my mind, plus It is really best for both of us !
Today, I thought I would work on Ethics and give ethics midterm, I am also fasting....so Jai Santoshi Mata :). I
hope she is listening to my prayers and help me out, just not her but all the god's.
My biggest problem is to control my lazyiness, I have realized If I dont do lazyness, I can be A+ student but I
really couldnt help. Plus these days, I am thinkin I should get marry soon, I am sick of living single life and all
this drama. God can you help sort out everything....
It is friday today and I hope I catch up on my work today....... 
Wish me luck........
Peace out !

